Saturday, January 13, 2007

Help Required

Why can’t the world decide for once and tell me the rules of life, what should I think, what I should do. Once and for all…consistent rules, standard rules…as clearly put as the periodic table in chemistry.
Why can’t the world tell me how to react in every scenario and know a person when I look in his eyes? How can I know what to think assume and expect? When different people say different things…even same people say different things.
There are times when I suffer because I don’t speak my heart; and many times I suffer because I did. I suffer when I talk and share; and many times the reason for miseries is said to be lack of communication
There are times when I suffer because I have faith in a person and many times because I have none. Why can some one question me all the time, and I should believe in their each word.
Why should I be told I am indulging and asking for too much when I ask for a life I want; and why another set of people say my problem is that I don’t fight enough.
Why cant people see I am trying to do good and sticking to the values and if these are the wrong set of values tell me the right one.
At times I am told my problems are because I am alone and at times my problems are because I seek someone.

And how can it be my mistake all the time.

Especially when everyone is as clueless.

I can’t listen to people and learn. Because the people who say they know what to do are usually lying and just know what I can do for them. They are equally confused and cynical.
And life teaches nothing. It just confuses. And time, It treats like you have signed up for a roll-a-costar ride. Happiness and despondency being a defined path, making sure just when you start to believe you are doing good, something or someone will slap you on the face and prove you are an idiot.

Why doesn’t life stops to talk, explain give a roadmap; which freeway and what exit to take.

Why doesn’t it cut me open and change from inside whatever needs to be changed and fix everything that needs to be fixed. I cant be pretending to be what I am not. So change me completely; mold me like a lump of clay as per the requirement of the world…once for ever…even a period is good.

I am waiting for god to start the tutorial classes for life…..

5 comments:

deee said...

i can feel dat u must hav felt relaxed after writin dis all ... woooh ....
so much complaints wid life ... u mention "life teaches nothn" ...
u put all blame on life, world, ppl ha ... tell u one thin ... who told u life ought to be perfect ... it can't b ...can't b perfect for evry1 ...n it's not ...
t wants u to bcme perfect to live one beautiful life ...
problems .... dey ll b thre alwaz ...ryt from childhood till d time u die ... part of life ... today it may b ur professional environ tom t ll b ur home .. n den ur kids [:p]
life s all bout change ... only thing wch is permanant in life ... n u to differntiate - change the things u can accept thy u cannot n move ahead ...
live evry momen of ur life ... live as ur last momen ...

Priti said...

look life is not easy, some days are more difficult then others...and when you face those days things like "life is not perfect" and "make the most of it"...eternal wisdom seems not so wise

sahil per khade ho kar, humne bhi lehron ko chaha hai!
per phans kar bhanwar mein, chaha sirf kinaara hai!!

Anonymous said...

The crux of life is life...

each day taken at a time , you discover more about yourself than about life...each moment taken at a time, you do the moulding , the carving , the cutting open and putting together yourself....all that without realising you are doing it...

keep doing your karma, and let life show you the true meanings of you if not itself:)

Anonymous said...

Life is a big Teacher.I feel, learning from mistakes is one way of not repeating the samething.If you feel you are doing right from within your heart then nothing like it.Be yourself,i know its easy to say but hard to practise.But i do say you shud see to that you wont hurt anyone by being yourself,especially your mom and dad.Because they are the ones who will be with you at good and bad times.May be my perception is wrong but what i feel is, everyone wants or likes the world/life/people to be their way.But no two fingers are same. So, we should first know what we want.Note them down.See what comes your way.Out of all of them, which ones are your high priority and which ones are optional and then find the right path.I guess i took a big class for you...:-)

Deepak Gupta said...

One thing : mantra of successful life : Dont expect anything from anybody , love , live , commit ... just dont expect , cauz its where expectation is where we feel hurt